Tuesday, August 17, 2010

College feelings and thoughts and fears

I'm a little scared. Going to college is a big step that a person makes in their life. It is the first time I'll be on my own; which means doing my own laundry, trusting solely on my alarm to wake me up in the morning, buying groceries, and not seeing my mom and daddy everyday.

That will be a rough one for me. I hope I don't freak out and drop out because I can't live without my family. Deep inside I know I'll do great in college, but I still have this anxious feeling about all of these new changes.

I'm also sad that my friends and I are moving away and probably won't see each other for months. And compared to seeing my friends about six days a week in high school it will be weird.

I've just got to take a deep breath and trust that everything will work out the God wants it.